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21 : How to Calm Your Mind To Allow Sleep In

Photo taken by Portrait Lane Photography

Photo taken by Portrait Lane Photography

-Who is Nicky, and how did you come to be a sleep coach?

-How do you calm your mind so you can go to sleep?

-Sleep is safety and Satisfaction

-Sleep Hygiene.

-How does one who doesn’t feel safe, and has extreme anxiety and sadness because of grief support their mind to go to sleep?

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Recommended Book: The Sleep Book by Dr. Guy Meadows

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Megan Hillukka